Okay first of all, I just now realized that I can have one link (kneveland.blogger.com) and just have my separate blogs as like subtitles sort of. I'm still new to this so don't judge me, but at least this way I will be able to coordinate my different blogs in sub-categories if you will.
I'm pretty glad that I figured that out, because now it will be easier for my teacher to view all my blogs that are geared for the class and then my more personal blogs can be totally separate. Like my last blog was about sex and relationships and we can all be sure that education and sex are pretty separate.
I really wanted to write this extra blog along with the last one because I honestly didn't like the work I did. I felt like it was too jumbled and just all over the place. I was trying to squeeze so much into one blog, make it educational, while also trying to make it interesting. So on this blog I am writing, I want to put it more like my views and how I truly feel in my heart towards the education system. Rather then me throwing quotes at you, or names of people that you have no clue who they are, this one is something that I think everyone can relate to or just freely read. Capeesh?
I always like to state this, but I will do it again. This is MY BLOG, some personal, some not so personal. If you don't like what I write then don't read it, but I definitely appreciate comments and feedback, even if you disagree with me or find flaws in how I think/what I write.
That being said, I just want to get into the nitty gritty of it. When I think about my own education that I received, for example. I am from a small town, that really is able to sustain through the college that is there. If there was no college, my town would be much much smaller. My graduating class was about two hundred-ish and quite frankly, I only talk to about 5 people from my graduating class. That's okay though I'm not really worried about it. My dad always says it's a great place to be FROM.
You know what the really interesting thing about a small town is? People want so badly to become something more than just the small, farm town kid they were raised to be. I can vouch for that too, because I wanted more than anything to get out of the town. So I did, and came to college here in Carbondale. However, I have a friend that does't seem to think that education beyond high school is necessary. Okay, so that may or may not be possible but we always hear how you have to have a degree now a days to do anything. Did you know, that only about 30% of all citizens in America have a degree? A lot smaller than I originally thought, especially because there is so much pressure for us to go to school. Why is that?
In one reading from my class, it talked about President Bush visiting a middle school, of prodominately black students. When he asked the class who thought they wanted to go to college, every single student raised their hand. That was eighth grade. In high school, the dropout rate increases, and by the time the hit that last year, if they even get to the last year, the percentage that still wants to attend college is quite the contrary. Am I the only one that is deeply saddened about this? Like really, isn't that sad to think that kids (at some point in time) are really interested in going to college but then that falls through.
We are taught our whole lives that if you can dream it, you can achieve it. Chase your dreams right? Anything is possible! So are our schools setting us up for failure? No, I don't think that's the point but the harsh reality of it all is that our system is just one big cycle. The top stay on the top and the bottom stay on the bottom. If you can't afford a private school does that mean your education should be compromised? Not one bit. If you live in an area, inner-city for example, and you don't have the equipment, safety, supplies and everything necessary for everyday schooling then there's really not much you can do. Resources are rationed in a way that is unjust and flat out not right.
Public education should not be swept under the rug, and if you want my personal opinion I think the No Child Left Behind Act was just a blanket resolution. It's like "hey, look at us we care about our education because we signed a piece of paper that says we care about education, so we are good to go!" Nonetheless, it's up to all of us to care about our children and their school conditions, as well as the education they are receiving.
Here's a couple random pictures of my favorite men in my life. My brothers and my dad are always here for me and I love them so much for that.
Back to what I said earlier about my friend thinking he doesn't need college. That's fine and dandy and all, but why sell yourself short like that. I know we have all taken a few classes where we are like "Why the hell do I need this, I am never going to use this in real life." What I can tell you, from my own college experience thus far, is that it is always a great idea to take things like that in stride. Even if you don't ever use it in your life, at least you can have that knowledge because you never know when it will come up in conversation or be essential to something in your life.
Here's the thing guys, college isn't just about read this, memorize it, then regurgitate. College is to make you a scholar who is well rounded, prepared for the real world, and is a critical thinker as well as a problem solver. Although, I will say that some classes really are just memorizing things even if it's just temporary. That's what I'm getting at though, education should not be like that. It should be engaging you in real life, to empower you, to embrace the tools you have and what you are good at. Taking your talents, mixing it with knowledge and learning things related to that to further your set of skills.
The coolest thing for me as a college student, is to have my classes and the material connect. Honestly, it's like having a light bulb go off in your head. Then you think, man look at me all smart and edumacated. I know that even if my future doesn't hold what I think it does, then I will be prepared to for whatever else is thrown at me. In my perfect world, I want to go abroad and teach, or really just help in some kind of way. If I die knowing that I have helped at least one person in my life, then I will die happy.
Enough about college though, let's talk about our youth. You know how it goes, build from the bottom up. It's the same with our kids. A child's brain is so absorbent and learns so quickly, which is part of the reason why I chose early childhood education as my major. Birth to around age 5 is the most crucial point in our lives. Now with that being said, why do people seem so incredibly unaware of the fact that they can't spell? I am not the best speller, which is something I need to work on if I want to be a teacher, but I mean come on people!!1
There is a difference between TO, TWO, and TOO. There is a difference between THEIR, THERE, and THEY'RE! I learned this in second grade and it has stuck with me ever since. So when I get on Facebook and see people spelling simple things like that wrong it makes me wonder what happened. Education is like building blocks. If you miss the first two rungs of the latter, then the next few steps become incredibly hard. It's SHOULD/WOULD/COULD HAVE, not should of.
Sorry… unnecessary rant.
I guess what I am saying is that we need to raise our standards so that we can create these students who are resourceful, thoughtful, intelligent, well rounded people that can be an enhancement to our world. Part of what I mentioned in my lost blog is what our instructor asked us.. what is 'becoming'? What is 'having become'?
As I said, I will let you ponder that for yourself.
In my perfect world everyone would have access to the same education, where it is equal. Which is part of what a democratic school system consists of. Unfortunately, that's not the case. It takes everyone to care and put in the effort, not just the educators. I feel like people view school as a place to drop your kid off at, and they learn there and then just go home and that's it. It's not like that. Not at all. It takes parents and community members to further a students studies, to push them into learning more and doing more.
For example, when I was interning with a third grade class there was one student in particular who told me that his mother did not read to him, or was too busy to help him with his homework. Because of this he really struggled to do his school work and really didn't have much drive to put the effort in. It was heart breaking to see a young child with so much potential give up for no reason. Is that how it goes though? I mean I didn't know his home life. Maybe his mom works two jobs and doesn't have time for him. Maybe she really just doesn't care.
That's the thing though, education goes beyond the walls of a school. It goes so much further than that, and quite honestly he was being set up for failure. Sure he has just as good of a chance to escape that as any other kid, but he is also already in the cycle. He sees what his mom does and maybe thinks that he will just do the same. He was a really special student and had the biggest heart of any 10 year old I had ever met, not to mention a great sense of humor. Getting to know those kids and spending a whole year with them was the best thing I've done with my life so far.
I could go on and on about that third grade class and my experience. It did open my eyes to a lot of things I would not have known, had I not taken the internship.
Mr. Frances was my teacher, neighbor, mentor and really like a father figure to me. I appreciate him and all of his help, and really I aspire to become a teacher like him some day.
I don't know if I'm allowed to post these pictures, but I suppose I will take the risk. This was the wonderful 3rd grade class of Mr. Francis. This was my senior year.
This was my buddy when I did the pre-school program offered through our high school. My junior year.

Needless to say, I spent the whole last day crying and reading letters that they wrote. It was really touching to know that I effected these students lives so much, and that they appreciated me. The appreciated me not only as a teacher, but a friend. I know for sure that this is what I want to do with my life.

| In this picture, you can't really tell but we were crying and hugging and then immediately had to turn on a bright happy smile. |
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